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Actually... That's a pretty fair assessment. Most of the time, Mods are just regular posters, because there isn't much to do, since I'm the one who handles the day to day stuff and fixes any major problems. Though I do expect that to change, once I finally start advertising, and the site begins to grow and expand.

Probably the coming week. Not this week, but next.

This is Golurk's way of saying "make us mods, make us mods!" , and after thinking about it, I'm okay with being a mod.

    At this point my opinion probably doesn't even matter whether or not Golurk and GX become mod b/c hell its just X who gives a dam what he thinks. Yeah I am still sour about Artucus b/c it feels like people have there cliques already established and the rest of us are meant to fend for themselves.

         Honestly, I am more offended by the fact it seems some people can have walking gods but others can't. Heck that stuff is way more offensive then anything Swords did.  When Baron can't do something along the lines of a spirit bomb or a fireball the size of a sun b/c of mama limits. But hey aratur can make something like a blade of grass cleave someone in two because he has Gravity or he can have a pebble destroy a town because of time magic? That's the stuff I get offended by. It feels like everyone is on an uneven playing feild when we are suppose to be on an even playing field but what the ell do I know? 

          It's not even having OP characters its more the fact that it feels like the are used to separate certain people from others. You can say its not like that but remember I am somebody who just started this whole forum thing and I am not nearly as seasoned as some of the other posters. So of course I feel a certain way when it feels like everyone is on  a higher level and here I am just trying to figure out how the heck some of the stuff is possible. Heck in case no one has figured out yet I kinda of suck at English so of course I constantly feel like I am always behind. 

At this point I don't even care b/c I thought it would be fun to be amongst people who share the same interests I do. That is the reason I thought this would be fun but at this point I might as well be typing in a different language. So at this point whatever.......

I purposely tried to make sure that Elia wasn't OP from the beginning. The scenes at the monastery make up the only one time where she's ever going to be OP, and that's because of plot reasons and having to face Alucard alone. And she's not going to win this fight either.

Our characters are as OP as we make them. I don't like super OP characters, because it feels cheap. But, everyone has the chance to decide how powerful their character is. If you don't like the gap inpower levels that you think you see, you can change it. Or you can decide not to be cheap, and instead take the harder, more rewarding, and ultimately just as strong route and rely on interesting applications of magic, like I've been trying (and failing) to do. You can even have yor totally OP moment anyway. It's up to you.

Anything can be used to make a character OP. Heck, in Nova one of Digi's characters escaped the rampage of an enraged shadow Gyarados by tanking the whole entire direct blow, and didn't even have a scratch. His reasoning? The shirt she was wearing was a "good brand". Extreme? Probably. But your character is only as powerful as you write them to be.

As for the clique thing, Golurk and I are usually seen as backing each other. We're a couple, it's to be expected. Yet, we bicker quite a bit behind the scenes. And the other people who came here from Nova? We've known them for almost a year, so there are inside jokes and such. But no one started out that we. We were all perfect strangers once. Heck, Golurk was the last one of them I really got to know, and that was just a few months ago. Look how that turned out. No one starts as part of a tightly knit group, but they can become part of it once people get to know each other. But if you want to distance yourself, that can't happen. I don't like cliques, and I try to be open and friendly. Sure, sometimes I have to be strict, but it doesn't mean I don't like you and don't want to get to know you.

To be honest I am one of the friendliest people in the world. Heck I get along with anyone or anybody I meeting. The last trying I want to do if create distance. Yet when it feels like I am just being ignored or just outright alienated of course I am going to be pissed. Of course I feel like an outsider like I said I just started this stuff a couple of months ago and really the only thing I wanted to do was try and make new friends.

How am I suppose to feel like part of a group when I feel like its just constant cold shoulders. When I feel like everything is just one big game of catch up and you have no idea what you are doing? Am I extremely sensitive and do I take things the wrong way? More times then I can count. But whatever it is what it is? I guess I will just have to prove I belong like I always have to do. So that way I don't feel like some random party crasher who's trying to mess up this wonderful site.

If you actually knew me you would know why I said that. If anything I am someone who doesnt like to brag but whatever you have your opoinon and it is what is.

Again think what you want to think that is entirely your opoinon. Its just a shame you think I am some arrogant bastard when the truth is I am the exact opposite but whatever.

On this site? Nah. In the real world? Nah.